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Kagerou x D'espairs Ray report with pics

2005-10-25T01:47:03Z

I had strawberries and cream today oh how British XD

It's Public entry time :D

I hope some of you will appreciate this it's seriously taken me about 2 days to write. lookit the time it's taken me forever D:

Yes I am back and My god what a fucking awesome trip it was. I went with tetura Aka Kyo's BiAtch and met luurize and czol whilst we were there. If you don't like reading long entries then here's some basics

OK firstly Magazines do fuck all justice for Kagerou. I've always thought of them as a rather ugly band apart from Daisuke. Kazu especially comes out ugly but he is really not ugly at all. He's actually very pretty XD.

anyway some basics

*no photo's were allowed at the meet and greet :(

*I won't say who was there XD you'll have to read on

*We were allowed to get autographs though

*Me and Sammeh (tetura) started que'ing at summat like 11am the next day

*Sammeh went off to find a cashpoint and OMG D'espairs Ray and Kagerou arrived in a car with no tinted windows or very bad tinted windows. Cue much screaming and fangirling from me and the small crowd there.

*The que got bigger and spilled out onto the pavement by about 4:30-5 the police arrived and told us to move XD so we were allowed to que up inside the gates to the concert hall.

*Scanning the concert hall inside there was a bar at the back, merch table at the far left, nother bar far right back but fuck that I rushed right to the front of the stage.

*Kagerou came on first damn their song titles such complicated names DX.

*D'espairs Ray came on after the intervals. Dear god so many ppl fainted in this concert.

*Only D'espairs Ray came on for an encore of 2 or 3 songs

*Kagerou's concert was more about performance and putting on a show whereas Desray was more about interacting with all the crowd. The audience was definitely more into the D'espairs Ray part of the concert I'd say.

Onto the details now

ok so I missed my train by like 1 min! Seriously really pissed me off XD I blame it on the old guy driving in front of my mum. Old ppl x cars just don't work.

Anyway yeah I ended up sitting in the quiet zone for my first train which sucked. How can you listen to Grudge when it's on volume 3 DX. Next train though I didn't even have a seat it was so packed. I was standing up for 4 hours @_@ then about 15 mins before arriving in bournemouth there were seats. 'OH WOW' still it was nice to sit down XD. Met Sammeh as soon as I got off and her dad took us back to hers. We had something to eat and then watched the macabre DVD before her dad wanted to watch starship troopers. Sammeh packed and I just like stood in her room lookin at all the printouts of Kyo XDD so many and a good few of Ruki too \o/ I also gave her the drain away pic and some other stuff. After the film was done we watched the rest of macabre and then her dad took us to the station to catch our coach. It was about 1am at this point.

On the coach we listened to J-rock *DUH* and Sammeh checked on her nintendogs Shinya and Toshiya XD they're so cute. At the next coach stop there was like a load of paki's/asians and Sammeh was like 'OH god were going to die' and actually took a photo of them XD

About 15 mins before we were due to arrive at the next coach station the guy on the other side of us TOLD us to lower the J-rock down ¬¬ which was blah considering he'd slept right through it and we were nearly there anyway.

On the next coach we went right to the back and then had a bit of a sleep seeing as it was like 3am at this time. We took some J-tard photo's on the coach also XD. Bear in mind we look like shit or me at least cos my hair hasn't been straightened D: and no makeup on and I am ugly anyway XD. We randomly took photo's of our headphones too. Special HMV J-rock BiAtch club headphones X)

At Stansted we checked in and bought some food etc XD and then had to wait an hour or 2 to board our flight. More random photo's and Sammeh bought some black nail varnish

On the flight we got some more sleep because we had been up for god knows how long.

When we arrived we got a taxi to our hotel which was yet again in the 'porn' district XD hmm the hotel website failed to mention that.

It took a while for us to get into the room XD I'm so retarded. Sammeh got the whole thing on her phone so if you want to laugh at the fact I can't open a door-
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We did manage to open the door XD and then Sammeh filmed the inside complete with guided tour XDD
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So after that we changed into our outfits for the meet and greet and did our makeup before J-tard posing XD. I wore pretty much the same thing for the concert too. Here i'm wearing Black jacket, Red and Black striped Death Kitty shirt with detachable sleeves, 2 belts, black hat, black trousers with red buttons down the sides, black scuffed boots, black tie, Fishnet hand warmers, cross chain, chain choker and headphones/MP3. I ~~fucked up my mascara so~~ did ~~Die..~~ Child Prey Kyo esque makeup that you can't see very well but it was child prey esque XD with the random looking bruise thing.

With our makeup done we then headed off to Neotokyo

Wow German ppl are so helpful I like them XD. Even just standing there they asked if we needed any help. Though due to what we we looked like we got stared at a lot XD. Some German looking chavs were talking and laughing or summat at us on the escalator so Sammeh loudly said something like 'so where is..' just to let them know we were English and couldn't understand them XD. We got the underground train so we arrived in no time at all then started looking for neotokyo. We turned around it was right there in front of us XD and ahh with our own kind.

Sammeh stopped to talk with luurize who was sitting outside waiting for the meet and greet. I looked through the door to the shop and saw Shoxx magazines @__@ whicn meant spazzing and impatiently tapping Sammeh on the shoulder XD. We went inside and spent a while in there just because of how amazing it was XD so much J-rock and anime it was awesome. When we collected our tickets we had to pay there and then because they hadn't been charged to Sammeh's mums card or summat.

I grabbed both the Shoxx volumes there one with a Kagrra special from last month and the other with Plastic Tree and the Fools Mate from last month with a Kirito and Kiyoharu special then thought I should save money for the concert. The UV was the dir en grey special but none of the other bands really interested me. Though at the back of the fools mate and UV I spotted the only Neo vol.2, if I remembered correctly it was the one with those gorgeous Reila Gazette photoshoots. A quick flick through it and I was right so I decided I just had to buy that XD. I put back the plastic tree volume because the others had better Gazette photoshoots XD. Sammeh bought the Kagrra shoxx, UV just because it was dir en grey, it withers and withers pamphlet and the Macabre pamphlet on display in a glass case and a Kagerou poster for them to sign. Such a Dirutard XD.

Inside the store behind the table for the meet and greet there was a display of D'espairs Ray outfits. They looked fuckin amazing and thankfully you were allowed to take photo's of them.

We talked with luurize and her friends some more and they told us about this really expensive store called Japan salon. We had lots of time to kill so decided to visit it XD wow it was far away and fuckin hell expensive. over 100 euro's for a choker @__@ made of material and 70 for a wristband that could of easily come from Claire's.

On our way back we spotted a really cool looking goth, punk, rock shop but it was nearly time for the meet and greet so we went back to neotokyo and que'd with luurize and czol group. The doors shut shortly after meaning the meet and greet was getting set up.

I peeked through the windows and spotted Kazu from Kagerou I knew he'd be there XD I dunno why I just knew of all of them he would definitely be one. Sammeh tried to get a photo through the window but failed XD.

The doors opened and the first 4 or 5 ppl were allowed in. I was getting really excited by this time. Shortly after we found out who was at the meet and greet. We were betting both vocalists wouldn't be there at all. It turned out that Kazu was there for Kagerou we already knew that. Tsukasa*squee* and Karyu were representing D'espairs Ray and finally the last member of Kagerou was DAISUKE. REALLY DAISUKE!! We never expected him at all our fav member HOMG. I totally spazzed out and Sammeh just stood there speechless XD. And so another attempt at getting a pic of them.

Finally our turn to go through. We both bought tour posters neotokyo were selling for them to sign and then waited for the security guy to let us go up and see them. Sammeh was first she said Hello to Kazu and he said Hello back then him and the Japanese security person next to him started laughing XD WTF. Bet he was like OMG I'm speakin english, bless.

My turn and wow Kazu is so pretty in the flesh. He smiled and said summat to me in Japanese that I didn't understand but I said 'yeah' anyway I was grinning like an idiot because I was that excited. I handed over my poster then asked could they sign my shoxx (i'd bookmarked the pages they were on) and handed that over aww he quickly found his page then handed it over to Daisuke.

GODDAMN I always thought Daisuke was pretty but in real life he is hot as hell and this was when he was natural, casual looking and everything. He seemed so shy it was really cute XD because you'd never expect him to be shy based on his live performances and pvs etc. I spazztically said 'OMG we have the same birthday' (cos we do) to him and I think he didn't understand any of that at all cos he looked at me with a blank expression XD. I'm so retarded but well I was never gonna meet him again so thought I'd say it anyway.

D'espairs Ray didn't wait for you XD they'd signed the poster by the time the shoxx was being handed over and then signed that quickly after each finding their own page. I found that cute for some bizarre reason. Though both Tsukasa and Karyu held out their hands for you to shake and well if the offers there take it XD. They both looked alike to me XD but both were very pretty X3. I told them they were great and love their stuff before leaving.

Outside me and Sammeh met each other excitedly seriously my knees were shaking so badly I thought my legs were going to give way XD. It took a while to actually stand properly. Some girl had her camera aimed at us I didn't think she wanted to get a pic of us but turned out she did XD. Weird. we posed anyway then headed off back to our hotel both saying about a 100 times how we couldn't believe we'd met Daisuke XD. We were also starving so looked around for quite a while for something to eat and finally settled for baguettes we ate back at the hotel. It was only 9pm or summat but we were both exhuasted and tired due to the fact we hadn't had a proper sleep since the night before. 9 is usually too damn early for me so I read some Harry Potter and the goblet of fire(to refresh my memory before the movie comes out) but I was so tired I fell asleep reading it then woke up and decided to actually just sleep and turn the light off

Next day we were spared the heart attack inducing alarm clock that is Kyo's scream from Kodou on Sammeh's mobile XD due to the fact we were already awake. We changed into our concert gear then went downstairs for some breakfast. Blergh foreign tea is always so horrible XD especially when you pick herbal tea by mistake. After a quick breakfast we went back to our room and did our 'J-makeup'

We both decided on CLEVER SLEAZOID eyelashes before we went and I attempted Ruki eyemakeup XD(which didn't work so I made it my own design thingy XD) though using an ordinary eye liner pencil because liquid eyeliner would smudge in the concert like a son of a bitch. For anyone who doesn't know Kyo has white eyelashes in the CLEVER SLEAZOID pv. They look really cool XD

I wore the same jacket, trousers, hat, belts and tie but this time wore a thin black lace top in case the concert got too hot and a white shirt over it with black slashed arm warmers and my chequered and chain wristbands. I also wore ribbons this time XD 'Have you seen them they wear ribbons in their hair' XD I couldn't resist that but no didn't wear them in my hair. So yeah we J-tard posed again :D Hmm I shoulda painted my nails.

At the dir en grey paris live we'd que'd early and had absolutely fuck all to do for about 6 hours so this time we weren't gonna make the same mistake. We took our MP3s and I took my dir en grey tourbag with my homemade Gazetard sketchpad XD, my pencil case, batteries, drinks and chocolate. We got the underground train again then walked up to the concert hall. The que was really small :0 which was good we found a place and dumped our stuff there then Sammeh went off in search of a cash machine because she'd spent most of her money on dirutard stuff in neotokyo XD. Shortly after she left a car drove up and everybody started screaming so I jumped up and well it was only D'espairs Ray wasn't it XD. Apparently Kagerou were in the same car but I didn't see them I remember clearly seeing Hizumi and fangirling. If those were supposed to be tinted windows they were really shit XD
Sammeh came back so I told her and she said a car like that with some guys in had beeped at her and waved and she'd just been like fuck off XDD which I found funny. Fuck off to D'espairs Ray nice XD.

Time passed slowly and it was quite warm and you couldn't sit too long cos your arse would get numb XD so had to keep standing up. Though it wasn't too bad we had our MP3s and we could hear the ppl around us quietly singing along to whatever was playing. When Saku was on one girl asked what it was cos she recognised it. After a while I decided to draw some J-tard stuff starting with Kyo chibi's :D

1. All the outfits are suggested by Sammeh apart from J-tard Kyo because he's my personal J-tard comic Kyo XD.

2. It's so easy to take the piss outta diru. Here we are using the BBC interview again and why Miyavi because 'Miyavi desu' can fit with absolutely anything XD. Toshiya made us laugh for the longest time even the day after we were still laughing about it XD. Even after watching the Corpse Bride we were laughing about it.

3. Somehow Sammeh said summat about Kyo x Die being a horrible pairing XD and well I decided to be evil and draw it. Not only that Kyo would be the uke and would be all pretty and shoujo esque bwahahaha. Not only that but Die would be reaching for his 'mr bone' XD and they'd both look happy and lovey dovey together. Sammeh made me change Die a bunch of times cos she said he wasn't ugly enough XD and still looks too pretty now.

4.ARGHHHH MY EYES BURN. Sammeh got me back with this which is 100,000000x worse XD OMFG Mana x Ruki is the most disgusting bizarre plain fucking wrong pairing in the world DDD:

The que got outta hand spilling onto the pavement so the police were called and we were allowed to que inside the gates to the concert hall at about 4:30-5. The crowd was getting restless and began to push each other and there was still another hour to go yet! Me and Sammeh started talking to some German fans next to us in the que who were more of a D'espairs Ray fan than Kagerou. That seemed to be the same for the majority of ppl there. Me I like them both but I'm about 10% more of a Desray fan though Daisuke wins on sex appeal for me XD.

6pm came and all hell broke loose. There was pushing and shoving I was at the front but I got rammed into the bar. I was getting squashed right in the middle and for anyone who doesn't know it's painful DX. Luckily I am used to getting through tight spaces and luckily I'm thin so I managed to get around the bar but still the pushing came and people began to scream. I just yelled and told them to fuck off XD. The security guy got pissed off at them all and started shouting. Behind me 2 girls seemed to have gotten hurt from it because they were crying in pain. I got through and then had my bag checked for drinks blah blah. It was taking valuable time away from me getting a front space in the concert hall >O. Finally I shown them my ticket and went inside.

Now I am slightly more of a Desray fan so sorry I may have forgot some Kagerou stuff like titles of songs XD;

I quickly scanned inside the hall. It was a helluva lot smaller than the one for dir en grey. There was no balcony and the floor was the same no matter what distance. This meant if you were at the back they'd be less chance of seeing them. At the very back of the hall was a bar to the far right there seemed to be another bar and then to the far left there was a merchandise table. I had planned on buying merchandise first but I saw the left side of the stage was empty and rushed over to get a place throwing my bag over the side like everybody else.

I could see the set list Kagerou were on first the very last song was XII Dizzy and I spazzed XD. Sammeh wasn't near me so I tried to communicate my excitement to the person next to me who was German and apparently knew no English. How hard is it to understand XII Dizzy :/ anyway.

The hall got more crowded and tighter so I was left with the tiniest space on the bar ¬¬
We all waited and I looked to the side of the stage and saw Kagerou pass by the stage door that was slightly open. Someone came on and blah blah'd about the rules aka no diving XD and the like then he asked who we were here to see and we shouted Kagerou or I did. Kagerou came out on stage one by one and stood there lapping up the cheers and screams. Yuana seemed to like it a lot he stayed there for a while XD and kept raising his hands to make us shout louder.

Finally Daisuke came on and I screamed XD he looked beautiful as ever and was wearing the Guroshoku suit from all the photoshoots lately. He had 2 blonde streaks in his hair which was shoulder length at the front and then longer at the back and he was wearing his usual makeup. Heavy black eyemakeup that formed a small sort of triangular shape towards his cheeks with a perfectly black upper lip and then white or very pale contacts.

I was on Kazu's side he was looking pretty and wearing his Guroshoku outfit with curls in his hair.

Shizumi was wearing his Guroshoku stuff too to start with including the shades =O though obviously he took them off and wow he has such pretty shaped eyes X3 I thought he was hot altogether but Sammeh didn't XD.

Yuana was a spaz XD he was just plain weird a little spaztic wearing his guroshoku gear also and a hat and I thought he didn't really look all that good in the flesh either XD. So mags aren't really doing any harm making him look ugly most of the time because its how he is *gets bricked by Kagerou fans*

SONGS

People criticize Dir en grey all the time for their live performance and the fact Kyo sounds different well you could not crit Daisuke and Kagerou at all they played perfectly. Every note was sung just how any Kagerou fan would remember it only it was live making it a whole lot better and the music was more alive and energetic X3 the band played very well.

Damn Kagerou and their Japanese titles XD I can never remember them though I clearly remember the following songs being played. I think anyway :/ I can't remember the order though XD

Ragan this gave us a a nice lil break from headbanging, jumping up, pumping our fists in the air and so on. Though some ppl will have headbanged to it cos you get the odd few at every live XD or even the band such as Toshiya headbanging to Kodou XDD freak or Die headbanging to every song :D hey he does XD on Sammeh's DVD he's headbanging to Ain't Afraid to Die lmao.

Akatsuki I didn't like this song much on Guroshoku but it was fun at the live. A very lively happy go lucky bouncy tune so there was lots of jumping from me and my row and the one behind. And hey I like it more now XD

Te I don't remember much about this one D: but Sammeh loves it and remembers it so erm yeah XD I just remember hearing the chorus.

Junkan kikei shoujo A I think this was 1 of the fanservice or Kyo take off songs *i'll explain those later XD* Either way I remember hearing this.

Mourou Epilogue HOMG YES Sammeh totally got me loving this song before the concert so spaz time when it started XD followed by much headbanging and jumping. Was this the song Daisuke fell on the floor with his legs in the air I can't remember XD. I think he did something 'active' anyway.

3.2.1 I think this was Daisuke's Kyo take off song aka scratching in an attempt to bleed XD seeing as the song isn't really much at the beginning just Daisuke's orgasmic screaming and growling. Anyway there's a gap of just music and I think he did the wrist scratch bit......that was hot.

Zetsubou ni Sayonara YES I love this song it was awesome jumping from me and it was just a very cool song that was neither brutal or calm just there in between. Some ppl chose to take a break and others carried on jumping XD.

XII Dizzy HOW could they not play this?! It is like Kagerou's trademark song. Sammeh was convinced they wouldn't but I was sure they would and gladly I was right. Ahh second song I ever heard and a big fav of mine. I was dreading this just because the crowd was gonna get rowdy XD and I was kinda squashed already. They played this last and it did so rock much headbanging and jumping from the crowd. Daisuke jumped down from the stage and went right up to the barrier where he was grabbed at until security got him back on stage XD.

Songs I'm not sure about
They ring a bell but I'm a little unsure :0 one song they didn't play which I wished they had -Mousou kurau shikabane- they played a lot of Guroshoku anyway.

hotoke no seiheki God I hated that song on Guroshoku. I'm not sure if they did it but I think they did only live it sounded a lot different the voice alter effects etc were gone and yes I think they did sing it cos I seem to remember the chorus/loud bit :0 and I like it now XD weird

Kurokami no Aitsu I like this song I can't remember if they sang it I think they did but my memory is like shite XD.

Shiroi Karasu why yes I do like this song a lot and it does ring a bell. I think they played it but again memory plus I was hot and dehydrated for Kagerou's half XD.

I can't remember any others but they played around 14 songs or summat.

Fanservice and parts of the show

Can Daisuke compete with Kyo's touching himself? Fucking hell yes! I'd heard from somebody on a community that Daisuke wanked off on stage XD wow I remember thinking 'Wha...surely he doesn't XD'. There was only one way to find out.

After nearly every song Daisuke took the mic wire placed it under his chin and knelt down with his head hung low as if he'd been hung or summat. It was really cute XD.

Kagerou fangirls(or boys) didn't have to wait long for fanservice seriously the second song Daisuke went straight into it. GODDAMN that person was right XD he shoved his hand right through his zipper a number of times and 'rubbed his bits up and down' pretty fast whilst doing his crazy mouth and lips thing. If you've seen Kagerou live DVDs you should know what i'm talking about. Anyway it was hot but it wasn't over yet he took the mic placed it in front of his zipper and then swung it up and down whilst licking his lips it was funny and seriously hot to watch at the same time. My God Daisuke is good at self service yes yes.

A number of times he took a swig of his water and sprayed it on the audience it hit me like 3 times :D yay Daisuke spit = very happy fangirl.

About twice he left the stage and went right up to the barrier where we all were. Of course he got grabbed at and so on and security always had to pull him out and back on stage XD.

Anyone who's seen Kagerou live or live DVD's should know he falls down on purpose a lot or rolls around on the floor screaming or singing well he didn't disappoint and did it a good few times for us. All I could see was his legs in the air XD.

A couple of times during the loud and heavy songs Daisuke did what I call his Kyo take off/impression XD because it consisted of him scratching himself like a maniac and c'mon Kyo is famous for that XD. Anyway Daisuke scratched his neck a few times like that and then at one point knelt down placed the mic wire in his mouth allowing the mic to dangle and scratched his wrist trying to make it bleed most likely though it didn't work XD bless him. Call me weird though but the mic wire in the mouth thing was so damn hot o.o

The guitarists couldn't really do much well Yuana did his spaztic guitar playing thing and both him and Kazu would go to the edge of the stage so all the fans could yell and attempt to grab them. They both threw guitar picks out and Kazu's was kinda close to me but I never caught it :( I dunno who did. Shizumi threw his drumsticks at the end and Daisuke threw half a bottle of water so it sprayed and soaked those below on its journey XD. Very generous of him.

It was hard to believe this was the same person who'd seemed so quiet and shy the day before.

Interval time and time for water the security guy handed a bottle round to ppl who were reaching out and dying of thirst or dehydration XD I was one. I drank some then decided to take my lips from the bottle and let it spill all down my shirt. OH God it was heaven XD. Interval time brought the most casualties yet. They'd been about 5 ppl i'd seen having fainted and being lifted out during Kagerou's performance. Dunno bout you but it's creepy watching a limp lifeless body go past you and get lifted out the crowd. But anyway so many ppl were lifted out during the intervals most of them hadn't actually fainted but I guess they were exhausted and couldn't stand or summat they all looked like shit anyway. 1 of them was the girl i'd shared water with and been next to at one point before getting pushed to the 4th row. Another was the girl i'd been next to when I was actually on the very front row. But god there was a lot @_@ glad I wasn't one I was quite happy and hydrated at this point XD.

Everybody spread out or moved back a little and I'm guessing it was because security told us all due to the mass of people fainting @_@;

The announcer guy came back on (a sign Desray would follow *o*) he mentioned something about being drunk and then told us all to cheer for D'espairs Ray. Well the crowd went wild most of them seemed to be bigger desray fans after all. The music to BORN played as if taunting us and we waited all the while chanting 'D'espairs Ray' finally after what seemed a century the curtain rose and we all screamed like the fangirls and fanboys we were as D'espairs Ray entered and took their places. There was no intro to each member as Kagerou had done they just took their places and began to play.

Hizumi looked seriously awesome as hell. He was wearing a slim longer than average black leather looking jacket that we found was laced up at the back (very elegant) and possibly side of the jacket sleeves. Either way there were ribbons or threads attached to the sleeves of the jacket (that would get caught on his gloves XD) and he was wearing black probably leather gloves. Also the left sleeve was rolled up to his elbow. He wore no shirt underneath and had a necklace to compliment it. I thought it looked like a miniature microphone was attached to it but I could be mistaken. He was wearing plain black trousers and a belt. His makeup was the typical style he wears the dark eyes and pale contacts you know and his hair was slightly messed up but still looked great. I've always thought Hizumi has a really noticeable nose XD so I remember that standing out his teeth are also kinda goofy but that just added a cuteness appeal along with his nose XD.

Karyu looked VERY Uruha esque XD I swear he had the same hair colour and style and everything. He was on the opposite side to me so didn't get really good views. He wore a long black sleeveless jacket which I think was buttoned up if not he simply had a black shirt on underneath. He also wore a red diamonte cross symbol studded tie that stood out quite well. I was pleased to see him wearing long black arm warmers (me=arm warmers whore) that reached past his elbows and could of almost been sleeves. Wah I can't remember if he was wearing trousers or not I think he was and they were black. If not he wore black shorts as I said he wasn't on my side.

Zero was on my side (the left) he looked stoned XDD....nothing new there *gets bricked*. He did look amazing though he had his braids in pigtails and they were so cool :0 especially when he headbanged which he did a good few times they kinda stuck in the air and then fell back down XD. Zero's clothes I think were pretty plain a long black jacket with black trousers and boots I think. It didn't stand out that well but I think Desray were going for simple and stylish so it worked. It was his hair that stood out if anything.

Tsukasa nooou I hardly saw him ;_; he looked very pretty and natural from what I did see of him. He had his hair down and one side of his hair slightly hung over his face. He was wearing a black sleeveless top with small black hand warmers/fingerless gloves and most likely black trousers though I didn't get to see. He looked hot anyway you could see the muscles in his arms =O lets leave it at that XD.

Songs

Again you couldn't fault them Hizumi's vocals were pure sex and the music was fuckin awesome. I always did like the the way they played. All my faves \o/ made me very happy. They didn't play Garnet or Murder Freaks though if they had it would have been the icing on the cake. Can't remember the order again. There was about 1 song I didn't recognise so I prolly didn't have it. Songs I wasn't sure about-Gemini, Forbidden, in vain, Valentine, Yami ni furu kiseki

BORN what kinda concert would it be without this song this is like one of their most popular I think this might have been the first song prolly was cos it was playing in the background so long and then they just came on and started up.

Infection dgnjbfgbhj GOD I love this song so much so when Hizumi announced 'it's time for infection' or rather INFEK-SHE-ON I entered screaming fangirl mode XDD. They played it perfectly was so happy.

Reddish More fantard spazzing this is the song that made me a fan it's so addictive. There was lots of jumping from me and Hizumi's vocals in the growly scream bit were so sexy :0~ damn his voice is hot XD

Grudge *spaz spaz spaz* This is possibly my fav song by them I just love it so when Hizumi growled GRRRUUUUUDDGGGGE before it started, again I screamed like a fangirl. There was lots of jumping from me and my row XD and some headbanging. There's a bit that sounds like 'Fuck or Die' so I yelled that along with other yells from ppl XD I didn't care if it was wrong. Hizumi's screams were orgasmic during this. Have I mentioned his voice is really hot.

Abel to Caine I love this song too so more fan spaz and why yes Hizumi's vocals were so goooood.

Maverick I think this was one because I seem to remember the no pain no gain bit.

Marry of The Blood this gave us a nice little break and allowed some singing along because a lot of it is in English. Anyway I sang to the beautiful creature and unbeautiful creature and Neo rebirth bits and yes I love this song.

Dears Apparently this is the favourite song of most of the band so how could they not sing it. I don't remember much about it only the chorus and prolly jumping with the crowd.

Tainted World WAH love this one unfortunately at the time I was buying merchandise but hey I could still hear them and surprisingly you got a good view from the merch table of them all =O so it wasn't too bad.

parts of the act

No real fanservice unfortunately ;_;

But instead Hizumi was a lot more interactive with the crowd. He spoke a lot to us in Japanese XD and we just yelled back. He also said 'Motto, Motto' loads which got lots of yells in return. Every now and Again he'd use some English I clearly remember he said 'everybody sing along' for one song and I was just like I would if I knew the words >_> and then he announced the next song title etc and the dreaded 'Last Song' also.

He didn't spit on us which was like not fair but he did throw water out XD. OK so Hizumi didn't spit but Zero took a long swig of his water then he didn't spray it out he spat it out like a fountain @_@ damn me not being near enough XD.

Zero and Karyu switched sides a few times which was nice because we got to see and scream at both when they came close to the edge. The desray guitarists were slightly more active than Kagerou's and both headbanged a good few times. Likewise Hizumi headbanged also, headbanging to his mic stand HAWT.

Hizumi came close enough for ppl to touch him but still not as far out as Daisuke had.

1 of the Japanese security guys was constantly moving Hizumi's mic stand XD

After the last song ppl began to chant ENCORUU over and over I saw my jacket getting passed about and decided to leave for merch. Typical that just after I'd escaped the crowd they come back on and play tainted world and 1 or 2 other songs. Still the merch que was empty and if I hadn't gone then I might not have got any of the pamphlets etc.

Zero put his guitar picks in his mouth and spat them out for the audience to catch I dunno if Karyu did the same. At the end of the concert there was still 2 left so me and a bunch of others were yelling for them but WTF they cleared up anyway D:

Overall Kagerou had been the fanservice more active side and D'espairs Ray had been the interactive side it was a great combo and they complimented each other well with their styles and all.

After the concert we looked dead i'm too lazy to post the pic XD.

Over at the merch table I sort of impulse bought a lot of stuff XD so on reflection now I may sell some of it I dunno yet.

Anyway I went back so many times I'm sure the guy got sick of me XD.

stuff I got
*D'espairs Ray wristband
*2 Kagerou pamphlets from previous tours
*Kagerou key holder
*Kagerou tour bag (Cannot compare to my diru one at all cos it's so cheap)
*3 sets of D'espairs Ray stickers (yes 3. 1 to use, 1 for show XD, 1 for bishounenboy)
*D'espairs Ray mobile phone sticker thing (WTF I don't have a mobile)
*Tour T shirt (ran outta small so got the medium which is like too big so I just wear it round the house)
*Murder Day DVD
*Maverick single (that looked like a DVD >O thats why I bought it)

Stuff I wanted-
Kagerou Zekkyou psychopath DVD(didn't have enough ;-; stupid Maverick single)
[Coll:set](OMG no way I'd wanted that in neotokyo they'd sold out and then at the concert it sold out D: clearly I wasn't the only person who thought it was 1 of the best albums this year. I shoulda bought my merch early.)
Guroshoku(now that I'm back I want it XD it has suddenly sounded good. Fuck sake I had enough for it n all there.)

After getting back to the hotel with food to eat we took photos of our spendings this is mine I spent more than Sammeh XD actually I dunno she paid 50 euros for a Diru pamphlet alone XD. I do so love that pic of Ruki X) and now I actually have the mag with it in \o/ so after that we went to sleep.

Applause if you've read this far XD. Next day we headed to the airport and met luurize and czol again. Then me and Sammeh got trapped in the wrong section XDD our check in was in the B section we were stuck in C for about half an hour trying to get out.

On the plane we listened to J-rock Yay and did more J-tarded stuff XD. We laughed and sniggered and talked pretty loudly anyway yeah this made us both laugh just for

A. Kyo
B. How many times Ruki can swear
C. Miyavi's shirt and flat desu XDD

On our way back to Sammeh's we passed through London and pretty much made up a whole story of dir en grey in London (because they were you know) and tried to guess where they went what they did. We decided Kaoru and Die would of been the spaztic ones taking all the photo's and Toshiya would have just laughed at everything like 'Hahahaha that bus is red' or 'hahahaha look how big that clock is' man Toshiya has a really annoying laugh XD. We decided Kyo would be a moody git and Shinya dunno we didn't think of him XD.

We also decided next year to try and cosplay around london :D why because we both love getting strange looks from ppl cos of our clothes it's awesome.

Hours later we arrived back at Sammeh's she put her posters up and whatnot and then we headed off to watch the corpse bride. Some kids got on the bus and I swear they were 12-13 and were totally fuckin pissed/bladdered/drunk off their heads and it was only 9pm. Kids these days eh U_U. 1 of stumbled down the stairs *it was a double decker* and was most likely gonna throw up so got off. We arrived just in time to watch the movie and wow we are such J-tards we even related Kyo to one of the things in it XD. The movie was awesome though it had the cheesiest jokes ever but still made you laugh and Victor Johnny Depps character was fuckin adorable and so dorky. For some reason I lmao at the drunken skeleton in it XD WTF how does a skeleton get drunk but yeah I'm weird like that I was the prolly the only 1 laughing. When we came out we remembered Miyavi's shirt and flat desu and started laughing again then got the bus back to Sammeh's. There was a group of drunk chavs at the bus stop and 1 was so pissed he couldn't even stand XD and it was only 11 summat. When we got back to Sammeh's we watched her Kagerou DVD which was fun Daisuke is so great XD. We went to bed after that cos we were so tired.

Next day we watched her Murder Day DVD also very good but nowhere near as many lives as Kagerou's. It did have a really awesome high quality Reddish PV though. I sketched a quick J-tard comic involving Hizumi *gasp* and Kyo before we left for the train station.

And that meant our awesome trip was over D: but next year we hope for more XD and blitzballbaby better join us >O we hope Gazette come to Europe and Dir en Grey again. Diru have said they're definitely going back to Germany so now we just have to wait. I wanna see kagerou and desray again too XD and 12012 would be cool too.

=O public entry alert

2005-08-24T21:06:09Z

I've decided this is where i'll put all my icons, colorbars, wallpapers and whatever else I make for all to use. My playlist for trades and whatnot will be posted too

coming soon
12012 icons
D'espairs Ray icons
Miyavi icons?
More Kagerou :D
more Gazette?
One Piece icons
Original Character icons XD
playlist
colourbars
more wallpapers
more fanart :D

RULES

-Don't claim them as your own
-Credit me *doesn't apply for colourbars*
-if you use any wallpapers on your site or LJ credit me somewhere
-if you're requesting/trading anything be reasonable and try not to request for more than 3 things
-save them in your own space/website
-DO NOT STEAL MY ART!!!! You can use it on your site or whatever with credit given to Daiton or Candydive JUST DON'T STEAL. Filthy cowardly art thieves who feed on others hard work disgust me more than anything online.

pic Credits

-Visual Attraction
-Visual Dimension
-[DIS]
-Gazetto
-urami koto
-tattered cloth
-Various LJ users *sorry forgot names D:*
-Shoxx bis no.4
-Dir en Greys uncensored Obscure PV

ICONS

Currently all J-rock but I do fancy doing some for my fav anime and manga series and my ocs just for the hell of it.

Teasers:

Mostly caption and humour icons. If you have a pic you'd like as a caption icon then let me see it and i'll try come up with summat XD. To me the sign of a true fan is when they can openly take the piss outta their fandom.
Most of them are sucky but whatever. I added my thoughts and what made the captions on each one. So yay you get a good look at my odd sometimes WTF sense of humour.

Gazette are one of my fav bands. I'd say they tie with dir en grey as my top band. Anyway there's a huge lack of humour and caption icons for these guys and well Gazette are actually easy to make fun of XD. So yeah I try to do that. Don't hate me for it D:

1. 2. 3. 4.
5. 6. 7. 8.
9. 10. 11. 12.
13. 14. 15. 16.
17. 18. 19. 20.
21. 22. 23. 24.
25.

-reasons behind each
1. D'aww Reita looks so cute there. it's like in school when you want the teacher to pick you *if you're a swotty kid that is*
2. Aoi looks shocked or scared. Also as if he's about to run off or is running off. Fangirls seemed most likely.
3. That pic was asking for it
4. So was that one. Especially with the lighting, Ruki's pose and his expression
5. That was also XD also I read in an interview Reita wants to be macho in a few years time.
6. The pose, outfit, look is so Kyo-esque. I hate the Ruki is Kyo's clone/Ruki copies Kyo debate but that pic is very Kyo looking.
7. Zombie Ruki is a sexy fandom indeed
8. That pic was begging for it. Pose and outfit were just screaming for it.
9. WTF why do ppl always say it tastes like chicken when they try some new meat? Well anyway yeah
10. Well at least he gets credit for eating money. Not cake, meat and the usual. It's still pretty WTF though
11. That's the first thing I thought when I saw that XD
12. Reita looking drunk and dorky without his nose bandage =O Hell yeah
13. I actually could not think what would go best with this then it appeared outta nowhere. It happens to us all.
14. Notice how Ruki blends in with his coat and the background. He's either very ill or put too much foundation on.
15. I love how they always hold hands at their gigs. It's so cute.
16. Well it's true Kai needs more love D: it's not that he's ugly just overshadowed by the other members.
17. Reita looks arrogant or whatnot so yeah
18. The infamous Reita with his nose pic. Some idiots believe he has no nose so just for them here you are. You were right it just appeared outta nowhere.
19. He really does look adorable here like a puppy or summat X3 hence the caption.
20. Ruki in pink.......didn't see that coming
21. Sucky icon that was used for boredom
22. Reita's holding his bass like a weapon so yeah XD.
23. XD god I love this pic of him his hair is all over the place and his expression is great. Anyway this a tribute to all those shitty hair products who claim they last a long time when they don't.
24. Had to be used. That is the coolest pose ever.
25. Same as above only not as cool. Still it's a good pic of Aoi in the spirit of a concert.

Total lack of Kagerou icons out there so I try to change that. These are mostly Daisuke because he's my fav XD

1. 2. 3. 4.
5. 6. 7. 8.
9. 10. 11. 12.
13.

Reasons for each-

1. Daisuke's approach to cooking is kinda gross but cool in a sick way.
2. Was asking for it. Random nosebleed=pron overload see look at his face too looking away as if hoping no one notices. All he has to do now is whistle and yeah my suspicions are confirmed.
3. I hope he doesn't mean you. That's a knife there so he looks quite threatening and all.......kinda XD
4. There's an infamous pic of Kyo trying to shove a whole cake in his mouth *doing a good job too* and this reminded me of that. Of course Daisuke's attempt is actually shit.
5. You can't see it very well here but he looks like a witch. It's scary D:
6. EWWW WTF Daisuke take it off. It's almost like bad cosplay for Kyo's visual kei Myaku etc esque days.
7. It is a pure look of awe on Yuana's face you decide what for >3
8. 'Daisuke looks so happy there obviously loves what he does.'
9. That has to be one of the ugliest pics i've ever seen of a J-rocker. It looks like Sonia from Eastenders DDD: killl it!
10. Reminded me of Malice Mizer Gackt days. Get your own image Daisuke >O
11. You can't see it well but yes he's wearing pyjama's and he has a big dog plushie thing XD. It's cute but for these photoshoots he looks as if he's woken up on the wrong side of the bed.
12. Hmm......bored and I wanted to use that pic for summat
13. Sorry for being a perv but WTF at Yuana's express it's as if he's being ****** up the **** and enjoying it.

There's LOADS of diru icons out there so I try not to do those. The first pic though begged to be used.

1. 2. 3. 4.
5. 6.

Reasons for each-

1. Kyo's expression=priceless. It's as if he's bored out of his mind in that photoshoot or perhaps the photographer took it before he was ready. Either way it HAD to be used.
2. That's bound to make a 'hearty' meal *gets bricked*
3. If you like your J-rockers to spew up all over themselves and the floor in their pv's this is for you. See he oozes sex appeal.
4. I just wanted to use that pic of him X) Vulgar Kyo is love
5. There is often a big stereotype for Kyo used by fans-it's that Kyo will eat almost anything especially babies, kittens and puppies. Most of the time they portray him as a psychotic, naive retard who can't talk properly. So in the spirit of those fans here Kyo is wondering can he eat the guitar. It's original anyway.
6. If looks could kill eh. Just insert the angst and he's ready to roll.

I felt like makin some Kirito icons. He's really hard to caption though >_<

1. 2. 3. 4.
5.

Reasons for each-

1. That's the most WTF pic i've seen for Kirito. For starters what is he wearing :/ Anyway the camera angle makes his arse look huge and I've always wanted to use that phrase because of the fast show XD.
2. I do love that pic of him. It's really creepy but yeah the pose looks like some1 crying out to god about summat :/
3. Love that pic it's oh so cute. He looks so alone and sad and then my sister is always like nobody loves me and whatnot so yeah.
4. Again I just wanted to use that pic because it is hot XD
5. Same as above but his pose is as if you're not allowed to touch him and well some ppl think looking means touching. Retards.

PLAYLIST-to be added

COLOURBARS-to be added

WALLPAPERS

I just wanted a really pretty Ruki wallpaper so had a go myself. Then i made another which sucks XD

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Fanart
STEAL AND DIE.
I will add my name on the actual image of the J-rocker if I see it somewhere else under some1 elses name. I don't like to add signatures and whatnot to my art it kinda spoils it sometimes.
Because I like to draw my fav J-rockers :D
fanart requests for anyone in the following bands are open
-Gazette
-dir en grey
-12012
-err sure Pierrot too cos i've never drawn them
-Daisuke of Kagerou

It's quite easy to draw Gazette due to the fact they're so un naturally beautiful XD. Anyway I've only drawn my 2 fav members so far.

soon to be added: Night at the goth Ruki, Reila Ruki, no[666] Ruki, Cockroach Ruki, the right of free Ruki

1. Red Motel-Red Motel/[DIS] Ruki. Yay for my first Ruki fanart XD. It is pretty blah but I may CG it one day because I guess it's not that bad.

2. Social Riot Machine- Disorder Ruki. I used ref from the disorder photoshoot postcards that came with the album *which I don't have U_U* I just wanted to do his cute hairstyle really.
Prints are available

3. TrAsH hUmAn-Gama/Cockroach Ruki. Words cannot describe how much I love this outfit/look. Fanart was a must. I decided to do it in a similar style to social riot machine. Expect the CG soon because my family want a copy and are willing to pay me =O

1. Reita- original title ya? OK it can be [DIS] for now then. I dunno what style this is D: so it will be red motel Reita because that's what he wears in the pv. Wow he looks really evil and dark XD. Anyway my friend wants to buy this so ya. But I will accept higher offers anytime.

2. scribble- Reila Reita. So it's 3am and you're bored outta your mind what can you do? Why scribble Reita on Ochiba's doodle oekaki board in about 3 minutes of course.

Love Kyo X3 and he's easy to draw for me too. Kyo and Kirito were my first ever fav J-rockers. However it's much more fun to draw Kyo in the company of another J-rocker XD usually Miyavi.

Soon to be added: The Final, DRAIN AWAY, Obscure, Child Prey and maybe Clever sleazoid

1.Kyo says-Macabre/Zan Kyo. Spazzy chibi Kyo is so fun to draw. Anyway I was OC'ing with my friend and we could not draw anything at all so I did this. Careful he doesn't eat your babies.

2.Macabre-macabre/Zan Kyo. A sketch I still haven't finished XD. Why yes I like Macabre and Zan Kyo a lot.

3. Domestic FuXXer-macabre Kyo. Quick experimental spaz chibi.

4. Increase Blue-Macabre Kyo. I know Increase Blue is from Vulgar but I just love that song a lot and err the pic has blue in it XD? I did this with a bunch of indian inks and then gave it to tetura in exchange for her pic of Obscure Kyo. Hers is much better XD and on my wall now.

J-tard is stuff done for a laugh, a joke, boredom or just because I have a strange mind so don't get offended it's a joke and often plays on lame J-rock jokes to do with the person or their songs.

Soon to be added-Ruki's teaparty XD* a better version of Gackt tards*, Does what it says on the box *instant miyavi*, Kyo, Ruki and Miyavi again XD

1. The infamous when Kyo met Miyavi-Macabre Kyo, Rock no gyakushu Miyavi. An OC collab with blitzballbaby when we were high on Jcrack. Many ppl say but Kyo has worn a skirt too. Well err yeah that is part of the joke here. Also why is Kyo taller? Because I am a spaz and made him too tall XD. And finally if you do use this credit please were sick of seeing it everywhere and ppl having no idea who it's by.

2. Happy Easter-Kyo and Miyavi in retarded outfits. WTF I'm weird. The sad thing is you can actually picture Meev wearing that.

3. ZOMG it's a Jrock horror movie-Die, Shinya, Gackt, Kakokei shinjitsu Daisuke, yuuyami suicide Kirito, Macabre Kyo, Sherlock Holmes photoshoot Miyavi, Mana, Toshiya, no[666] Ruki and Reita. OK so like in horror movies the character always do really stupid things don't they. It's like 'Oh a dark scary corridor with a trail of blood. There's a psychotic axe murderer in the house so I think I shall walk down there.' and you're just like WTF are you doing you moron -_-. So yeah I thought i'd do a Jmock of this horror movie crap thing. There's lots of bad J-rock related Jokes and puns in here so don't kill me D:

4. Gackt tards-Obscure Kyo, Gama/Cockroach Ruki. Nooou my dancing Ruki webcam on DA went all blah so I had to replace it quick so ya I did this XD. Why? Because I hate Gackt tards >:O
Gackt tard-'OMG Gackt is so hoooot OMG OMG GacktxHyde mansex' fangirls mostly who don't care for his music and only like him for his looks -_- God fans like that annoy me.
Anywayz the thought of spaztastic Kyo complaining to Ruki about Gackt amused me. I shoulda done them having tea and cake really.....OMG I'm so drawing that now XD.

And remember children Kyo loves you especially with sweet curry and liver.

Now Friends Only

2005-07-02T22:50:33Z

Stop stealing my banner bitches XO!

as of 02/07/05 this journal is now friends only X3 I'm way too lazy to go and change all my old entries to friends only though.

if you'd like to be added then say so here
Edited as of 10/10/08

adding me

Firstly

I can't stand rap, trance, chavs/pikeys/townies, sportswear fashion *aka tracksuits and caps look* and r'n'b if that's your biggest passion and all you write about don't add me I don't mind if you like that genre but if you're a chav gtf plz XD

*Only add me if we have at least 1 thing in common please

*You must be able to tolerate Japanese Rock music and anime/manga because I blab about those topics. Also I talk about my OCs so be tolerable to that.

*Don't add me if you're someone from DA, SA, Y! or gaia who only wants art from me -_-; I only draw for friends or people I admire. Occassionally I do art trades but I hardly ever take requests.

*The unbeatable 3 are d=out, girugamesh and dolly. If you like all or any you can automatically add :D

*bands listed in my userinfo are bands I like XD so if you like them too feel free to add though my biggest passions are for ダウト, dolly, girugamesh and well the lastfm says it all.

*You can automatically add me if you LOVE Kouki(d=out) ~~fellow Kouki fangirling is welcome~~ Mitsu(dolly) or Satoshi(girugamesh) XD

*add me if you're a fellow perv and like d=out pairings |D

*You must be able to tolerate yaoi/shounen ai

*I'm very lazy but I do read all my friends journals *most of the time* just don't get offended if I don't comment.

*I like to use my journal to rant in from time to time

*....I am a J-tard

*LJ Friends get first priority when I upload stuff :D

and that's it XD all I ask in return from you is that...

You can take a joke-

Yes that's right you can rant bitch all you want in your lj and I won't mind. Actually I like reading rants XD. You can be as random as you want.
You can even post those annoying meme's all the time but all I ask is you have a sense of humour and you can take a joke.
I can't stand people who ruin other people's fun like that.
If someone finds something funny and you don't you shouldn't try to find logic or answers as to why you didn't find it funny or how it's not even real.
And you shouldn't bitch about it because it's just a JOKE.

so there you go add me if you wish and i'll add you back :3

...Though if you think Naruto pwnz One Piece I'll be very disappointed in you >: not impressed kthx XD.

woot my journal has a layout

2005-07-02T21:57:06Z

*spazzes* adshvdsfdgb How fuckin awesome does it look. You must all go help me kidnap Kyo for tetura to say thanx for making it.

She said she doesn't like it but what's not to like?! SHOXX BIS 4 RUKI IN 'A NIGHT AT THE GOTH' STYLE! SEX FOR THE EYES.

Daisuke icon is gone now for a while D: cos he doesn't fit with the obsessive Gazette theme XD.

And now just making my friends only banner. I have such a perfect dorky Gazette pic.

all the words used are lyrics from

Carry?
Anti-pop
maximum impulse
Best Friends

Jrock horror movie =O

2005-06-22T22:26:14Z

this is also on my DA and its bigger :0
for deviant version

I was watching some shit horror movie on TV XD and I always think when watching them. Why do the characters do the things that you just WOULDN'T do. Like wow its dark down there and there's some creepy noises lets go check it out and die. Or I think i'll ask who it is in the room with me giving away my position and yeah i'll die. Or wow there's a trail of blood lets follow it AND DIE. XD it's just stupid

So I did my own J-rock horror spoof thing just sketchy and crap but whateva.

Anywayz the following appear-

random dir en grey minus Kaoru cos I forgot what he looked like XD;
Kakokei shinjitsu Daisuke-Kagerou
random Gackt
Yuuyami suicide Kirito*who is hard to draw DX*
Miyavi in sherlock holmes gear who wore one time XD*I cannot draw meev*
random Mana *i've never drawn Mana*
no [666] pv Ruki-Gazette
no [666] Reita-Gazette

my writing is blah so here's the translation if you can't read XD;

Panel 1-
Shinya: Wah I'm scared
Die: OMFG yeah let's turn back

Panel 2-
Daisuke: OMG you guys are such wusses. Right Gackt?
Gackt: Do not speak in my presence mortal *this refers to Gackts belief that he's a vampire among other things*

panel 3-
Kirito: Yeah it's not like were gonna meet anything as scary as Kyo
Kyo: I'm so hungry I could eat another puppy *this refers to how Kyo fans portray him as a puppy, baby etc eater XD*
Kyo: " whoops I said that out loud"

panel 4-
Miyavi: I am Miyavi and my conclusion to this mystery is that Mana cannot talk *this refers to Miyavi's randomness and constant 'Miyavi desu' comments in clips etc and fans beliefs that Mana can't talk XD*
Mana: Yes I can
Toshiya: WTF does that have to do with anything

Panel 5-
"Scary noise from forest"
Die: OMFG lets go see what it is and get brutally murdered by some weirdo in a gay suit with a needle.
Shinya: aaaahhhh
Kirito: Suicide? no thanks *gets bricked for this XD;*
Kyo: Fuck that idea I'm sleepy. *refers to Kyo's habit of sleeping a lot*

Panel 6-
On the other side of the woods-
Ruki: God I'm so bored. Why don't I have any friends? There's nothing wrong with me ;-; *note in the no [666] pv Ruki has a big gross realistic wound thing where his eye should be XD;*
Reita: Well what are we then?! *Reita is referring to himself and the other band members here*

thas it XD

obsession

2005-06-22T21:21:50Z

sfjghbdahgf HOLY HELL!
How hot does Ruki look in the Shoxx bis 4 issue @_______@ Fuck Gackt XD he's had his time. Actually he looks ugly lately.

I don't think i've ever seen him looking so beautiful. I mean he is a very beautiful guy XD but Holy Crap he was absolutely gorgeous in those photoshoots. He's one of the few J-rockers who can actually make white blonde hair look good.

OK I need that mag now and I'm now a totally official obsessive fan of his XD; And I need at least 1 icon of him in 1 of those photoshoots. The night at the goth series was HAWT.

Anywayz for those not familiar with Ruki or gazette they can go to
the official site
that plays part of their last song Reila X)or they can go to Satan Bitchies especially
this page

Now c'mon you can't say he's not hot. Gazette are such a pretty photographic band X33 I love their outfits and music and wish ppl would stop calling Ruki a Kyo clone. Yes he does reflect Kyo at times but Ruki is prettier end of. Even without makeup he's really pretty. I gotta admit Kyo is fucking ugly at times*cough* saku *cough* and looks pretty rough without the makeup. And I'm fed up of Dir En Grey (yeah talkin to you tetura XD) fans disliking him for that reason and calling him a badly disguised Kyo or Kyo with a bad voice. Listen carefully and you'll hear they don't sound alike at all. I think in terms of voice Daisuke from kagerou and Kyo have more in common than Ruki n Kyo :/

I do love Kyo a lot but hating somebody else or diskliking them just because they look like one of your favourite vocalists or wear similar clothes and hairstyles at times is stupid ¬¬. Look at Aoi he looks/used to look like a Miyavi wannabe but is one of the most popular members of Gazette. So yeah I really wish people wouldn't judge Ruki and compare him with Kyo so quickly.

I hope Reita gets his own photoshoot next. Damn he is hot and for once a J-rocker who looks like a man and a damn sexy one at that. Plus that nose bandage thing makes him stand out against the majority of other bands and their members.

Yes I am obsessed XD post fanarts after i've cleaned them up and made them look decent.

Holy Zen-ROFLMFAO

2005-06-17T00:54:07Z

Damn you poonyo you always show me such freakin cool hilarious comics and today is no exception.

Sorry blitzballbaby I didn't IM you cos I was busy reading it D:

Anywayz been reading this awesome guilty Gear sprite comic that some of you*esp if you're a fan of the game* may have read. OMFG it is hilarious. It totally caters for my weird dumb retarded sense of humour XD. Sol is such a retard it's great and the first panel Anji and Chipp appear in is just awesome.

Here's some of my fav panels X)

all my gears
this like rips the typical American soap opera with some movie moments thrown in. It is <33 and should convince you to read the comic from the beginning XO

Two weeks notice part 2
If you're a venom x Zato fan like me you will LOVE this XD. If not you need to die XO jk

movie teaser lord of the rings
ahaha I only feature this strip because of faust X)

Anywayz ya go read it XD. I hope GG Isuka comes out here soon ;-; or well I really need to check my game store see if it is XD.

and YES new trinity blood ep out bout bloody time >O

ps. I couldn't scan Ruki tonight or upload any pvs/mp3s for ppl cos I was too busy with boring art project stuff D:

update-DA, art thief, gazette, DEG and college XD

2005-06-16T01:19:25Z

minor rant: afdsgdffsh FS I hate those people on DA who autofav every pic you do and never comment ¬__¬
Dzertva has 19 faves which is cool but no it's not because only 8 ppl bothered to comment. I prefer comments. Also I hope DA gets that stupid thing fixed soon. You know the thing where you can't see your submitted pic on your page or anything till the next day ¬_¬ and for fuck sake stop with the naked photo's. They suck XO and they're nearly all freakin women.

Oh yay I had my art stolen funambulus informed me. Stupid whore of a thief stole my threads of fate and had the nerve to say Hiyako was her and her sisters and he was............an ELF!!!!! If I ever catch her she will die a horrible death. What with this and the recent accusations on DA why of all my charas is it him. My most beloved special muse and inspirational character. She stole a load of art from go-gaia artists which is dumb as hell because none of our styles look alike. The stolen pics have been taken care of now but me and blitzballbaby wanted to give her a good royal roasting.

Rant over:
Today I drew Ruki :D he's harder than he looks D:
I gotta scan it like tomorrow or summat. I wanna draw a puppy ruki based on what he said in the 100 questions thing at satan bitchies. That was so freakin cute X333 go read now XO its fun XD. I started a gazette comicstrip too XD its hard to explain but its mostly about Reita and his nose bandage and being out in public. Oh wow not too hard to explain.

I might not be drawing much or on the comp much these next 2 weeks cos holy hell so behind on my art project D: I need to work really hard and i've only got like 2 weeks or i'll fail so yeah I hope I don't.

My Kyo wristband came today \o/ its so comfy X) looks kinda cheap but I never bought it so yeah XD. Now I gotta send the pic off as payment to the lovely person who bought it me.

I'm getting excited about seeing dir en grey X) oh yeah I don't think I told you XD I can go to paris, woot as long as I pay for it all n stuff. No probs so far. Well 1 prob I'm not into them at the moment DDD: *curses Gazette and their prettyness...and their music...and pvs...and that live DVD I want*

Finally WHERE THE HELL HAS THE NEXT EP OF TRINITY BLOOD GONE I wanna watch it ;-; and yeah I really need a gazette icon D:

and I'll leave you with the most adorable pic ever XD

adfbgdg must not think yaoi thoughts must not think yaoi thoughts must not think yaoi thoughts.

Though Ruki x Reita would be a truly beautiful couple XDD....even though I want them both >_>

13th_deity @ 2005-06-15T02:58:00

2005-06-15T02:08:54Z

Felt like total crap today DX I woke up aching all over and for some reason my jaw was like. I dunno like i'd been punched or summat it just hurt to move my mouth or eat DX. Luckily its gone now.

today was boring went in college to find my project is crap and I'm gonna fail if I don't put up an exhibition tomorrow @__@ I think i'll fail anyway but might as well try.

Been reading Gazette translations and lookin at pics at satan bitchies mostly today. OOh I love them all more now especially Reita and Ruki X). And Kai he seems really weird XD but funny too. He should smile more DD:
Reita dvbjsf can that guy get any more hotter XD. I would go as far to say he's hotter than Gackt X) *because i'm not a big Gackt fan XD;*

scanned in my chara Deity here he is : D he's mostly based on Ruki and Kyo with a bit of Daisuke added in too

rawr

2005-06-13T21:45:46Z

Bleh overslept today woke up at like 11 XD but I felt like crap so I stayed off college anyway. Felt like someone had been inside my throat and used sandpaper on it -__- and I just felt all stuffy and crappy.

I meant to scan in my chara Deity in a macabre visual kei type outfit but the chav was hoggin the comp all night talkin to other chavs on the phone as well about prom and bitching about her friends bad taste in music choices. I found it hilarious when on the phone she commented on the other persons taste in music which was 'shit' in a word. Rich coming from her because her stuff really is SHIT. If you call a hyper fast mass produced trance track with a chipmunk squealing suck my dick suck my motherfucking dick good taste in music then shoot me now please.

Get some Gazette or diru on now that's good music. afdsgh Aint afraid to die has just been on that's seriously one of my fav songs ever. It's such a powerful and beautiful song.

So ya todays been boring I did a Reita scribble though :D literally a scribble XD and _ruki made me a pretty Ruki banner XD for my J-rock adoption. Get your own at __jrock_adopt__

They also adopted Reita :0

XDD; crap

we R J-roCk fear us-seriously

2005-06-13T00:55:38Z

>___> no were weirdo's XD. Anywayz me and tetura and blitzballbaby all have the same name on MSN only with a different J-rocker. Guess who's who XD.

+ルキ desu+-Ruki's BiAtch
[雅desu]-Miyavi's BiAtch
~ 京 desu ~-Kyo's BiAtch

yay were geeks. OK but seriously WTF were we on in this convo

~ 京 desu ~ says:
finish what?
~ 京 desu ~ says:
life?
「雅desu] says:
my course XD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
moon?
~ 京 desu ~ says:
oh XD
「雅desu] says:
yeah if you like
「雅desu] says:
XD
+ルキ desu+ says:
finish moon XDDD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
XDD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
makes perfect sense
「雅desu] says:
yes when i die i shall go get a flat to live in
「雅desu] says:
yeah XD
+ルキ desu+ says:
ROFL
「雅desu] says:
omg you finished moon? me too
~ 京 desu ~ says:
LOL
~ 京 desu ~ says:
no shit
~ 京 desu ~ says:
i finished moon back in yr 10
「雅desu] says:
omg no way, for real
~ 京 desu ~ says:
yeh
~ 京 desu ~ says:
was proper awsome
+ルキ desu+ says:
OMG I failed at moon
~ 京 desu ~ says:
i got like ..a moon.. cake n everything
「雅desu] says:
i no someone who finished in year...2
「雅desu] says:
LOL
~ 京 desu ~ says:
omg u retaking?
「雅desu] says:
yeah?
「雅desu] says:
LOL
「雅desu] says:
shit
「雅desu] says:
u failed
「雅desu] says:
u fucking thick or summik?
「雅desu] says:
its like
「雅desu] says:
moon
+ルキ desu+ says:
not my fault. I just cant do moon D:
「雅desu] says:
how can you fail moon
「雅desu] says:
can i just ask
~ 京 desu ~ says:
i was thinkin of doing moon higher but i saw the spec n its like 'advance crator mapping, 6-digit angle geometrics'
~ 京 desu ~ says:
so i was like
「雅desu] says:
wtf are we on
~ 京 desu ~ says:
fuk that
+ルキ desu+ says:
XDDDD I know
「雅desu] says:
ROFL
「雅desu] says:
yeah sammeh
「雅desu] says:
whatever
「雅desu] says:
XDD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
..XD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
yeh its like
~ 京 desu ~ says:
no
~ 京 desu ~ says:
XD
「雅desu] says:
LOL
「雅desu] says:
no
「雅desu] says:
just
「雅desu] says:
no
~ 京 desu ~ says:
moon grade 1 is as far as i go
~ 京 desu ~ says:
XD
「雅desu] says:
more like
「雅desu] says:
gay
~ 京 desu ~ says:
LOL
~ 京 desu ~ says:
moon?
~ 京 desu ~ says:
more like
~ 京 desu ~ says:
failed gay
+ルキ desu+ says:
XDDDD
「雅desu] says:
failed gay moon
+ルキ desu+ says:
yeah
「雅desu] says:
more like
~ 京 desu ~ says:
the gay moon
~ 京 desu ~ says:
XD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
more like
~ 京 desu ~ says:
gay
「雅desu] says:
binary moon gay
~ 京 desu ~ says:
dir en grey?
~ 京 desu ~ says:
more like
~ 京 desu ~ says:
dir en gay
「雅desu] says:
dir en GAY
「雅desu] says:
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
XDDDDD
+ルキ desu+ says:
XDDDD
~ 京 desu ~ says:
binary gay
+ルキ desu+ says:
this is gay XD
「雅desu] says:
i want my mum, ur scaring me
「雅desu] says:
BINARY
~ 京 desu ~ says:
this is gay?
~ 京 desu ~ says:
more like
~ 京 desu ~ says:
gay
~ 京 desu ~ says:
..this cud go on for sum time

Miyavizm

2005-06-11T22:24:50Z

Sorry to follow the trend of reviews but most of the songs sound exactly the same XD very few if any stand out to me :/

Maybe it just needs growing time I remember hating withering to death XD and now I love it X)

Woot New Kagerou album out soon. Yay \o/

I think I have all of Gazette's songs now so they need a new album out soon ;__; please.

its cashew cashew whatever

2005-06-10T19:34:31Z

OK DEG fans can you please stop with the Kaoru, Kaoru it's cashew jokes. It's really really old and boring now and starting to annoy me. I mean it's not even that funny. Yeah so Kyo is shit at English XD big deal. Do you make fun of I can't wait in the final when he's trying to say I can't live. No. Make fun of Hades which is mostly english but you can understand fuck all of it XD; NO

Whilst were on DEG holy crap why does evry1 wanna be Kyo D: I think Ruki from Gazette is worst for this. XD he tries too hard and it shows. Dear Ruki get ya no. [666] gear on XO cos you look fuckin hawt in that and it's your own look X)~. Early Daisuke from Kagerou is also really bad at copying Kyo -_- 1 of them XD he is KyoxMiyabi due le quartz days. OMFG me and Daisuke have the same bday XDDD I think 30th july X) get in. B'days......DAMMIT I forgot was Uruha's the other day D:
And in other news found another pic of Reita without his bandage on =O *gasp*

Yeah that's all XD

13th_deity @ 2005-06-05T03:02:00

2005-06-05T02:10:56Z

ARGH my mum is a bitch DX

I wanna see DEG ;__; in Paris in July but she's going on how I shouldn't bother DX cos i'll end up with a worthless ticket again. No got plenty of time to organise things. Last time I was just stupid and too concerned over getting the actual ticket to book the other stuff. If i'd booked the plane tickets and evrythin before I got the ticket I could of gone ;_;
But anyway I have to fight to see them. I must the way ppl went on about it DDDD: *envies* and Kyo in the flesh......yes must fight. She didn't say no so that's a start. Though its not like im asking her for money ¬¬ so why say no.

Sammeh said apparently DEG got booed when they performed alongside a bunch of other German bands and I think Marilyn Manson etc XD *remembers Johnathan Ross interview-'...We don't like Marilyn Manson and I personally don't like what he does.'* Well if that's true BLAH at them they can suck cocks in hell the goths XD.

And in other news some bastard viruses*that send ads and spam e-mail* have gotten on my comp ¬¬. So bad we actually got a letter from NTL telling us they'll cut our connection if we dun get rid of them D:
Hope the list of free software downloads they gave us works. I'll die without the net XD

.......OMFGGGG dunno why I remember this now but I really really gotta startmy rising stars of manga thing @_@

*random* Daisuke from Kagerou has such a cute nose XD

playlist

2005-06-04T00:55:14Z

Gazette

MP3

Album-cockayne soup
Album-Akuyuukai
Album-superumarugariita
Album-hankouseimeibun
Album-斑蠡～MADARA～
Album-DISORDER

songs list

Wife/Waifu
Akai one piece
32Koukeikenjyuu
Wakaremichi
the $ocial riot machine$
oni no tsura
anti pop
disorder heaven
intro
doro darake no seishun
ito
kantou dogeza kumiai
Linda Candydive pinky heaven
Mad marble hell vision
anata no tame no kono inochi
miseinen
no.[666]
sentimental na onigokko
the murders TV
tokyo shinjuu
zakurogato no yuutsu
zetsu
ruder
beautiful 5[shit]ers
best friends
burraku supangoru gang
hanakotoba
harunisanrikeri mihabareugozaimasu
shiawase na hibi
ray
carry?
juuyon sai no knife
maximum impulse
shishi gatsu youka
Reila
sumire
SxDxR
Gozen 0 toki no torauma Radio-machibouke no kouen de
Akai/Terashii Kodou
Kore de yokattan desu
Red Motel
Backdrop junkie [nancy]
[DIS]
kasou
okuribi
saraba
Juunana Sai
matina live *I think*
shiikureta haru, kawarenu haru
shunsetsu no goro
uzuku aza to yugamu ura
Wakaremichi live

PV

expect rush interview and photoshoot
Reita poking Aoi
Disorder interview
CD-DATA interview
Brand X interview
Best Friends live
Wakaremichi live
Beautiful 5 [shit]ers and the Murders TV live
[DIS]
Red Motel
Waifu
Shiawase na hibi
Mad marble hell vision
anata no tame no kono inochi
miseinen
no.[666]
sentimental na onigokko
matina live final prelude
shiikureta haru, kawarenu haru
Gozen 0 toki no torauma Radio-machibouke no kouen de
Reila
sumire
DT
Hyakkiyakou
zakurogato no yuutsu
zetsu
ruder
doro darake no seishun
kantou dogeza kumiai
Juunana Sai
Wakaremichi
Cockroach teaser
M.R.D teaser

and all the makings of
Reila
sumire
ruder
shiikureta haru, kawarenu haru
Mad marble hell vision
anata no tame no kono inochi
no.[666]

Dir en Grey

MP3

Album-Missa
Album-Vulgar
Album-Withering to Death

songs list

24ko cylinder
304 goushitsu, hakushi no sakura
beautiful dirt
Berry
Merciless cult
Deity
Macabre
Mazohyst of Decadence
Child Prey
Pink killer
obscure
Marmalade chainsaw
[kr]cube
akuro no Oka
Ain't Afraid to Die
Ain't afraid to die irresistible mix
Hades
Amber
[S]
Egnirys cimredopyh an injection
Ash
Aoi Tsuki
Ashita muki koufukku....
Audience killer loop
RED...［em］
GARDEN
kiri to mayu
Erode
byo ' ' shin
GAUZE ~mode of adam~
yurameki
raison d'etre
Cage
tsumi to batsu
yokan
MASK
ZAN
GAUZE ~mode of eve~
myaku
wake
Hydra
hotarubi
audrey
rasetsu koku
zakuro
ZOMBOID
FILTH
embryo
embryo remix
Taiyo no ao remix
Bottom of the Death valley live
gyakujou tannou keloid milk
gyakujou tannou keloid milk live
The Domestic Fucker Family
undecided
-mushi-
JESSICA
-karasu-
Kasumi live
G.D.S
Shokubeni
Shinsou 2
Shinsou 3
Ugly
umbrella
children
Mama(Kyo)
R to the Core
Dead Tree
Drain Away
Fukai
Garbage
Higeki wa me futa...
Increase blue
Jealous
Jesus Christ r'n'r
Kodou
Kodoku ni shisu....
Machiavellism
New Age culture
Psycho
Saku
Rupture of the blood (kyo or la:sadies?)
Shoukei Hatan Sekai (la:sadies)
Spilled Milk
the 3D empire
The Final
Toriko
Unknown Despair a lost
Waza
*Some WTD tracks aren't there cos i'm lazy XD

PV

The Final
Child Prey
Saku
Machiavellism
Kodou
FILTH
ZAN
I'll
Myaku
Ain't Afraid to Die
Mr Newsman
[KR]Cube
304 goushitsu, hakushi no sakura
Drain Away
Embryo
Jessica
Karma
Kasumi
MASK
Obscure-uncensored
Taiyo no Ao
Mitsu to Tsuba
Raison D'etre
Schwein no isu
Yokan
Mazohyst of Decadence
Ain't Afraid to Die-live
Embryo-live
Berry-live
Child Prey-live Blitz 5 Days
Child Prey-live Vulgarism
Cage-live
I'll-live
Kasumi-live
[KR]Cube-live
Mushi-live
Obscure code of vulgarism bonus?
Umbrella-live
Jealous live + talk
Increase Blue-live vulgarism
Unknown despair a lost-live blitz 5 days
Increase Blue code of vulgarism bonus
Making of Obscure

Clips
Kyo kawaii
BBC johnathan Ross interview
Die + Kaoru eating sausages
Hydra Toshiya and Kyo fanservice
I'm Die he's Kyo
Kaoru and Toshiya interview
Kaoru beating up Shinya
Kaoru running through fans
Kyo being naughty
Kyo faints live in Hiroshima
Kyo falls
Kyo spies on fans
Kyo with cat
Music Station interview about their hair
No videgames for Kaoru
Kyo Taiwan Message
photoshoot
shirtless
shopping and restaurant
thai food
Toshiya caressing Shinya
Toshiya falling on scene
Toshiya wins a plushie
Shinya taiwan message
Toshiya makes fun of Kyo and Shinya
Withering to Death commercial
Kaoru falls from stage

Miyavi

MP3

Album-Miyavizm

songs list

Ashita Genki ni naare
Coin Lockers Baby
Coo Quack cluck-ku ku ru
Dear from...XXX2
Ekisentorriku Otona
Freedom fighters
Fuminshou no nemuri hime
Happi endo no uta
Hatachi Kinenbi
Ippiki ookami ron
Jibun kakumei
Jingle bell (kari)
Gari Rock
Joushou Gaidou
Night in girl
nijuuisseiki-gata koushinkyoku
onpu no tegami
Oresama shikou
Ossan Ossan Ore nanbo
POP is dead
Requiem
Rock no gyakushu superstar no jouken
Shikenkan baby
Shindemo Boogie Woogie
Shokubutsu ningen M no Teemu
Shokyou to sakujyo
Son of a Bitch
Tariraritarara
V-rock
Yatoware mo mi no blues
*tracks from Miyavizm aren't listed because they're too damn long and i'm lazy XD

PV
Ashita genki ni naare
Freedom Fighters
Girls be Ambitious
nijuuisseiki-gata koushinkyoku
POP is dead
Rock no gyakushu superstar no jouken
White Day message
Live rehearsal
Comment

Kagerou

MP3

Yuugure no shazai
Yubikiri
Jikkai
Meisou honnou
Hieshou no onna
Yami ni warau kuro
Marvelous na kubi-kazari
Ame no kaigan dori
Shosen, jibun wa inu de arimasu
Pichi suuhai
Kakokei shinjitsu
holy needle
XII dizzy
Rasen kubi
Koukotsu jigoku
Masatsu shinkou
Masatsu shinkou live
Shibire-gokoro
Kasa
Nikushimi no hitorishibai
3・2・1
Ai wa Savage
Nekura kousoku....
Kikaku mono
R shitei
Eroa
utsu
Sakebi
Kichiku moralism
Sekkyou 38.5℃
Soine pessary
Sakura kurakura
Shiroi Karasu
Zetsubou ni sayonara
Urami Koto
Suisen no namida
Soushitsu
Jubaku Oto
Kakusei jelly
Joumyaku salad
seitekikinchou implant
saigo no kensa
Betsuri ro
Delusion Basement
Watashi
Watashi de vocalized
Mizubitashi no kazoeuta
shikkou yuuyo sannen
Nawa

PV

XII Dizzy
Yuugure no shazai
Wrist Cutter
Yubikiri
Gozen sanji no taiyou kousen
Aidoru gurui no shinrigaku
Kakokei shinjitsu
Expect Rush photoshoot and interview

Malice Mizer and Gackt

MP3

Gardenia
prelude to decay-live
Speed of Desperate
Shiroi
Au revoir
Baptism of Blood
Baroque
Beast of Blood
Bel Air
Goodbye Blood and Rose
Illuminati
Je te veux
Lamentable
Sadness Seraph
syunikiss
Thinking under moon
Transylvania
Vault of Heaven
Zencho
Gackt and Kami solo-live
le ciel
Colour me blood red
kyomu no naka de no yugi
Mizerable
Seven
Kimi ga matte iru kara

PV

Beast of Blood-subtitled
Illuminati
kyomu no naka de no yugi
Gackt dresses up as a nurse and a schoolgirl
Gackt falling on his ass
Gackt yaoi-live
Comic makes fun of Gackt
Gackt and ice cream
Gackt on jurassic park ride
Malice Mizer interview

Pierrot

MP3

Album-Celluloid
Album-Finale

songs list

VANITY DANCE
Kikurui Piero
Sleep or Dead
Jisatsu no Wake
Aoi Sora no Shita...
KEY WORD
Dracula
Far East
SEPIA
Celluloid
Adolf
Nonai Morphine
Twelve
Oni to Sakura
HUMAN GATE
FINALE
Haruka...
CREATIVE MASTER
Kanata he...
ECO=System
MAGNET HOLIC
MAD SKY
SACRED
ICAROSS
Last Letter
Clear Sky
CHILD
Newborn Baby
THE FIRST CRY IN HADES (GUILTY)
ENEMY
MASS GAME
AGITATOR
Fukinshin na Koi
Waltz
Powdered Snow
Gerunika
FOLLOWER
FREAKS
ATENA
Shinkei ga Wareru Atsui Yoru
THE LAST CRY IN HADES (NOT GUILTY)
PARADOX
HEAVEN
DRAMATIC NEO ANNIVERSARY
COCOON
BELIEVER
AUTOMATION AIR
Kowareteiku kono Sekai de
OVER DOSE
REBIRTH DAY
BIRTHDAY + Super String Theory
Super String Theory-remix
a pill
PSYCHEDELIC LOVER
DAYBREAK
Upper flower
Neo-grotesque
Kakumei no Kuroi Tsubasa
ACID RAIN
HILL - Genkaku no Yuki -
GOD BLESS XmeXXXX
MORNING JUNKY
Barairo no Sekai
ANSWER
FREEZE
Smiley Skeleton
Paranoia
Fukai Nemuri ga Mezametara
UNKNOWN
PIECES
MYCLOUD
Haken Kreuz
MOTHER Scene I
VIRTUAL AGE
Zankoku no Yoru
Kumo no Ito
Makka na Hana
Sarubia
Domestic Violence
Yuugai no Tenshi
Yuuyami Suicide
Labyrinth
THE DREAM WHICH WARPED
Full Moon
World
Landscape

PV

Dramatic Neo Anniversary
Creature
Yuugai no Tenshi
Agitator
Clear Sky
Yuuyami Suicide-Unaired
Last Letter
Smiley Skeleton
Hill - Genkaku no Yuki
Door-Kirito
Making shinkei ga wareru atsui yoru
Agitator-live sweet trance
Neogrotesque-live
seven eleven
Kirito and Jun kiss
Kirito hits Jun
Kirito sleeps in london
Poor Jun
Hill bonus DVD secret 6
pierrot in elevator with morning musume
Kirito and Aiji backstage talk

BLOOD

MP3

Byakuya
Canary
Death Dies
FLASH BACK
Get Up
Heaven
Maria
Lost
Trigger

PV

Sweetest Disease

Alice Nine

MP3

Yami ni chiru sakura
Time Machine
Shuifushaa
Kousai Stripe
H.A.N.A.B.I
gin no tsuki kuroi hoshi

PV

gin no tsuki kuroi hoshi
comment

DOMERIdan

MP3

Wakareuta
Lisa in the sky with strawberry eyes
Denki Buran
Roulette
Tsuki no Namida...
Reloop
tentoumushi....
amane densouro
kanashiki....

PV

Hotwave Talk

D'espairs Ray

MP3

Abel to Caine
Grudge
Reddish
Marry of the Blood
Valentine
yami ni furu kiseki
BORN
gemini
Garnet
Murder Freaks
Gothic
Carnival
Tainted World
Sakura
FASCISM
fuyuushita tisou
monokuro ni natta saigo no hi
genchou
forbidden

PV

Reddish

Plastic Tree

album-Puppet Show
album-Hide and Seek

songs list

Angel Dust
Aoi Tori
Huyu umi yuuei kinsh
shiroi ashiato
psycho garden
Neverless smile
May Day live
*songs from Hide and Seek and Puppet show aren't listed cos i'm lazy*

PV

Aoi Tori

anime blab

2005-06-01T16:50:09Z

Wah so much anime to catch up on D: woo all caught up with bleach at least. 2 Naruto eps to watch tonight. So behind with loveless XD but loveless fanbase is starting to annoy me -__-. on ep 20 of Trigun, 16 of chrno crusade, 23 of wolfs rain, haven't been following tsubasa chronicles :/ yup lots of anime XD. An anime ep a day keeps me happy.

OMG for the first time last night I couldn't decide what I'd watch first XD Trinity Blood or One Piece. Normally One Piece wins hands down but I didn't know which I wanted to watch more XD. Of course in the end I watched that first. Thankgod a place like kaizoku fansubs *has every ep so far : D* exists so we can see it in all its full uneditted glory.

OP has too many eps D: but guess thats good for me XD. 146 totally stuck to the manga I was pleased to see. Of course stickin to the manga also meant Sanji appeared for literally 5 seconds DX not good. Bellamy is even cooler in the anime XD psycho goodness X). That other guy though what's his name with the furcoat just looked gay :/ XD;

And Trinity Blood 4 gah I fall more in love with that series by the end of each ep XD. I wish some group would scanslate the manga ;_; but argh I love Abel's crusnik *that right?* form but in ep 4 :0~~~ he looked amazing with the wings and that weapon X3 so hawt XD. Tres III-X only appeared at the end D: I wonder is his VA the same guy that does Mugen in samurai champloo and Zoro in One Piece. Sounds like him kinda. And Abel I've heard him before mind tells me Vash but I'm prolly wrong. I wanna think of a way I can make fun of that positive negative machine thing Tres always does in a pic XD. I could blab more bout trinity blood but it'd prolly spoil it.

I wanna do Trinity Blood fanart but I was lookin at pics and holy crap have you seen the detail @___@ wah too much for me to remember D:

rawr

2005-05-31T01:34:29Z

Skangl hasn't replied. That's good but actually I want an apology. Too bloody rude those comments were. They offended me and undermined my ocs as if suggesting Hiya was a random one off 'OMFG pu-sama's Mystic is so cool lets copy him' character. WHEN HE IS NOT as I prooved. I do love Mystic specially in macabre gear but I would never copy him >O

anywayz stuff-

Lynsey and Sammeh want me to go see DEG with em. You're thinkin wait thats over isn't it. Yeah but DEG are also playin in Paris in July. July is the month of my bday : D but money yet again is the issue. I'll try go anyway cos paris is closer n easier to get to and the way they whored the concert XD I was like ARGH shut up its torture DX

Currently I'm loving Trinity Blood. Abel OMFG he is fuckin adorable XD and hawt. Must draw him.

Found new band to get into-Kagerou. Wow sometimes I honestly can't tell them and Gazette apart.

Gotta go in college this half term week cos i'm a spaz and not done my project D:

thas all XD.

More One Piece obsessing

2005-05-10T20:23:39Z

WIP for you

WANT SANJI KEYRING!!! OMFG its so cute i'll post it in my DA journal thing. And Sanji figure ARGH evrythin Sanji I must have. I can so easily afford the sanji keyring tis only £1 or £2 summat but cos I have no fuckin Visa/mastercard I cant buy it ¬¬ AHHH I want so i'm offering a commission like sketch or cel cg for any1 who'll buy me 2 *1 for my bag 1 for my desk* the figure I've only seen on there as well D: so i'll do a full CG or whatever for any1 who'll buy me that XD

ARGH SANJI he's so amazingly awesomely cool.

p.s >_> One Piece is better than Naruto *runs off*

fuck sake

2005-05-09T21:08:55Z

even though I have a DEG live ticket I think im gonna be stuck at home because

A. flights have fuckin nearly doubled in price
B. Hotel rooms taken save for 1 which is fuckin 3 bedded room
C. serious lack of money
D. this whole experience has pissed me off

I really cant see it being worth the cost and hassle. I might just buy some One Piece crap n stuff. I need another DVD boxset cos the other 1 i've seen em all now and want more plus I want the sanji figure and SD Sanji*mr Prince* keyrings X) wah OMFG its so cute I really really want it XD it belongs on my bag and it comes with 1 of the duck troops too. Mebbe buy some of the volumes or summat too.

so ya we'll see.

13th_deity @ 2005-05-08T01:49:00

2005-05-08T00:58:56Z

ARGH so obsessed with one piece so obsessed that Zoro and Sanji were in my dream last night XD.......having hot sex jk jk I cant remember what the dream was actually about just that it had those 2 charas in at least XD;

Wah I need a Sanji icon he's so uber cool <3333 Sanji.

When I was watchin the DVD Paul said hey he's skinnier than you so since then when he sees Sanji he says 'that's you' and because I am a geek that remark makes me happy XDDD;;; Well I'm so gonna cosplay him for ayacon anyway.

I have Sanji Zoro pics to post tomorrow.

edit: XD omg that mood phrase sounds dirty feeling:summat XDD;;

13th_deity @ 2005-05-05T18:32:00

2005-05-05T17:35:42Z

asjbgsgvfhsrasvhjd OMFG Trinity Blood has been subbed go DL it now cos it looks fuckin gorgeous and awesome. It's being a bitch for me at the moment but i'll get it later X3

and in other news Johnny said to put in my LJ that he's getting 3 cosplay loli goth outfits for ayacon. Though I think only Lynsey and Sammeh know who he is out of my LJ friends. XD

blah

2005-05-04T17:38:25Z

¬_____¬ I've decided now I cant see dir en grey live because I have no ticket. I gave some1 at Jet some money to get it for me last week and he still hasn't done it yet and if he doesn't do it this week I'm just not gonna bother cos I'm too pissed off already. I was so pissed when he said he hadn't I decided to buy the first two One Piece anime boxsets they have in there with some of the DEG money.

Only thing is they're bootlegged cos all the charas names are wrong and there is some fuckin awful subtitling. Yeah like for example my fav chara has the gayest name of all. Now Sanji has like 3 bootlegged names-Hanji, Xianjis, Sianjis but for my anime what's he called

SUNKIST

I mean WHAT THE FUCK. But anyway manga is better than the anime. I NEED more of the MANGAAAAAAAAA DDDDD: Hurry up and post more stupid site ;_; must see what happens to Sanji on the sea train. and I say yet again forget the style for a moment cos the manga fuckin rocks and you get over the style quickly.

Ohhhh who would've guessed >_>; but hmm most/nearly all of that is actually true XD

13th_deity @ 2005-04-26T21:33:00

2005-04-26T20:35:13Z

ooh this J-rock band Blood is gonna perform at ayacon apparently. so I got 1 of their songs and I love it X3 only problem is it's an absolute bitch trying to find anything else by them on limewire etc ¬____¬;;
so if any1 happens to have anythin by them could you share it please XD;

oh no new addiction

2005-04-23T20:13:26Z

Hmm yeah calmed down now XD

anywayz I started reading one piece the other day. Fuck knows why cos the style is pretty damn ugly and the charas didn't look appealing plus its about pirates and I've never been interested in them.

But yeah I started it and honestly I haven't been able to stop reading it for like 2 days now @___@
I usually watch anime before I go sleep but instead I read that. Even though I have Naruto 131 to watch, Bleach 28, Loveless 3 and Tsubasa chronicle 2 as well as some chrno crusade and DN Angel. But no I was reading one piece XD

and I've decided I NEED to buy *its damn hard to find on limewire* that series cos Jet my manga place has all of it in 4 boxsets for only £40 or summat @__@ and yeah I <33 Sanji but Zoro and Luffy/Rufi rock too and even Usop the ugly big nosed guy.

blitzballbaby and ppls wont try it out cos of the style but you get used to it and then its good : D
Hey I didn't like Naruto style at first XD now its nice same for samurai champloo and that is one awesome anime *wants to read the manga*

13th_deity @ 2005-04-22T17:39:00

2005-04-22T16:40:37Z

I swear my family are a bunch of fucktards....I hope they burn in hell and i'm gonna fail my driving lessons on purpose just because.